You're behind
From the time you begin
The day.
Then someone comes in
And asks you for more
Than you ever would say you could do.
That is the way
It goes every day
In the grind.
Up tight you wind
Yourself
To prepare for the stress
Of having less
Time than you need
To do
That which you
Deem necessary.
So you do what you can
Rather than
Doing nothing,
Which is what often comes to mind
In the midst
Of the grind.
Often you find
It's an impossible bind
As requests come from the left and the right and behind.
You have to handle
What it is thats demanded of you.
More things commanded than you could ever respond to.
How can you cope?
You just have to hope
That no one will notice the shortfall
Or the mistakes
One inevitably makes
As you haul
The load
Along the road
Of the grind.
Its a rat race.
Youre a rat in a maze
Hazily lazily working your way
Through the days
In a daze
Created by stress.
Unless you can find
A way out of this mess -
An escape -
Through a side hole.
Or at the end
Offer a rationale
For the time that youve wasted,
There is no justification for the toll
That the exertion has taken
From your life.
You can not get it back
In fact
You hack,
Youve allowed yourself to be defined
By the grind.
Its beaten you down
And youve found
That you cant get back up.
Youre tired
And where you thought you were wired
To the core of something of worth
The routine rears up to remind
You of your intrinsic
Intricate
Interrelationship
With the grind.
You're in it the day of your birth.
The only way out is to disobey the rules
Use the tools
That democracy gives you
To work on the outside.
Stay pure
Be an entrepreneur
Be one of a kind.
Stay away
Way away
From the grind.
By James E. Beyer
1997